Fallin (lyrics)

And I just smoke all day & drink all night, I'm fallin
And I don't know no other way, thats why I'm fallin,
I go a long long way, left right back where I've fallin,
And I just smoke all night and drink all day,

Every rap I make is so depressing,
I suppose it's cuz I'm stressing,
But what for? My life is nothing but a blessing,
A wonderful family that raised me correctly, indeed
A job that brings in the doe,
But I've been workin there so long I'm sick of the show,
And ain't met a single girl, most in my hood are hoes,
When I travel far? Is when I feel like I'm spose to,
Away from it all, everything that I love,
Comes rushing down like 74 angels from above,
When you was born, you didn't know how to love,
It's something that your taught, if not you fell to the drug,
Ambition got me feelin like, I'll awake,
Just in the nick of time as if to seal my fate,
A couple seconds longer and I woulda stopped breathin,
Homie told me I went limp and then my head hit the cement,

And I just smoke all day & drink all night, I'm fallin
And I don't know no other way, thats why I'm fallin,
I go a long long way, left right back where I've fallin,
And I just smoke all night and drink all day,

Butterflies in my stomach? Not as of late,
I shoot anxiety in the heart with a line of that white,
Never thought that I'd go down that road,
But Ima fiend, and shoulda fuckin known, before my mind explodes
Let me resurface, I'm crude to the core
I'm hard to thrill, nothin really moves me anymore,
I'm an old soul with a cold heart, I been done wrong and I won't start
With the pain and the misery, always a company, momma used to play me Mozart
To get me to sleep, I was restless as hell,
The doctors told my parents, your boy, he's a hell in a cell,
Tha A.D.A.D.H.D., high defend to a degree
My teachers thought I would fail, but a few got me to see,
I know I'm smarter than most, it's why see thing so differently,
I'll be out on the coast, I care less for your sympathy then you ever could know,
Thought we were brothers alike, how could you do that to your wife,

And I just smoke all day & drink all night, I'm fallin
And I don't know no other way, thats why I'm fallin,
I go a long long way, left right back where I've fallin,
And I just smoke all night and drink all day,